and a damn good one. she loves playing hopefully this is something she can stick to through out her adolecense. she's a great kid minus needing an attitude adjustment but i mean really i dont this she's doing that bad for a kid who has only seen her father a good 5 months tops in the last 2 1/2 years. charlie is over 18months and started walking new years day. he is full of happiness and wonder. in fact his catch phrase... "what is that?" he wants to know what EVERYTHING is lol it is too cute. my kids are amazing. happy and healthy and i like to think thats because...wait for it... IM HAPPY!
and i have been for a while. it took me a while to get to a place where i was ok with the divorce and wasnt holding on anymore but when i finally let that go the most amazing thing happened to me. I FELL IN LOVE! 
yep thats right IN LOVE. i met him over 3 years ago and through my sisters. he is everything i could ever hope for. its been a rocky ride getting to where we are but its the easiest thing iv ever done : loving this man. we starting dating in december and with that very awkward yet amazing first kiss it was all over with. and now we are the most perfectly imperfect little family. he has a little boy who is just as amazing as my two kids so he fits in perfect and we are just .... PERFECT. life is good and i see it getting better and better with every day that passes. i have never in my life been able to look a man and been able to tell that he loves me but the way he looks at me....AMAZING. & he loves the kids. he's willing to step up and fill that void that there dad has left (that is not me talking crap about their father he just hasnt seen them sense august 22nd and thats not just because of his military carreer) any who... WE ARE HAPPY! LIFE IS GOOD & ITs ONLY GETTING BETTER :) Write more soon.
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